Wednesday, March 22
MIA. - Wednesday, March 22, 2006
music blasting in my ears; boa - everlastingnick; kelly~*
sub-nick; emtions fresh on my face.
oh gosh,i'm looking far ahead and i know i'll be up to my neck with school assignments and tight schedule pretty soon.
i feel guilty for not spending enough time with jon, esp since he's gg army like next monday. i expressed my concerns and he says he's perfectly okay with it and understands. this sooo makes me feel even more guilty.
urgh, i've been overcome with emotions lately and i just refuse to turn to anyone to tell my problems to.the tears seem to fall so easily when i'm alone in my room. i don't even feel that angry anymore. i just breakdown pathetically. i'm just so afraid of breaking down if i do get on the topic. i am fully aware that i'm shutting people out, esp the ones closest to me. but i know i've gone on the subject for a little, but i felt that i was going to start tearing, so i just stopped.
ttfn.
ps. YOUTH MASS THIS SAT AT OLPS CHURCH. STARTS AT 8PM. BE THERE! X)
luv alwaez.
kel